My family tells me I'm a worrier. They inform me that I always think the worst about what can happen. I can't help it, I get it honest! I still remember being a teenager and my mother giving me grave warning about 'what could happen' in almost every circumstnace of life!! Now that I am a mother the preferred explanation is to help them to 'be prepared'. As a Christian, I understand about faith, trusting in the Lord and knowing that He is ultimately in control. Age and maturity have taught me that most of the time what we worry the most about never happens, but it is the little things that sneak up on us is what we are unprepared for. I've debated about writing this post for 7 years now, as it is a sad post, but as each year passes, the continual glimpses of God's grace through it all is something I want to cherish in writing. March 2007 found us preparing for my husband's neck surgery on a Thursday....